So after we dropped you off this morning, Dylan cried the whole way home because of his legs hurting. I wanted to cry because I was sad. Funny how the boys being there kept me from crying. We got home and I gave Dylan some Motrin and he laid on the couch while I put Aidan and Owen back to bed. They were all so tired I don’t think they even realized what was going on. I had no complaints from the about going back to bed. I finally headed to bed around 3. Then I cried. I changed out of my pajama shirt and put yours on, then laid on your side of the bed…still with my pillow though of course. 😉 Dylan wandered into our room sometime before the sun came up, naturally. I made him lay there with me still for about another hour and a half. We finally rolled out of bed about 9. I fed Owen and he went back to sleep but Dylan Aidan and I went downstairs. I got them breakfast then I curled up on the couch with them and went back to sleep until 11. They were content to either watch cartoons or color. I just didn’t want to start the day. Of all days it is cold and dreary. Without all the lights on it’s dark in the house. It’s pouring down rain, has been for several hours. Normally at this time of the day I’d be looking forward to you getting home shortly and thinking (thinking being the operative word here) about making dinner.
I miss you already and tonight when the boys are in bed and the house is quiet, I will miss you even more. Oh, something you will roll your eyes at and say “I told you so”….. I got Owen’s dresser downstairs on my own. The whole time Dylan kept saying “mommy I’m scared.” 😆 Anyway, you were right it doesn’t fit. I forgot there is a bracket underneath the counter in the laundry room. However, I will still make it work b/c there is no way I could get that thing back up the stairs. 😯
Love you. So so much.