So I’ve been thinking about my blog lately.
I’ve kind of gotten off course from what I started this out as. I’ve been sort of jumbled and feeling like I’m not making any sense. I started out doing this as a journal about the boys, our life, my life, a place to sort out thoughts once in a while. I feel like I’ve ventured away from that. And I’m not happy about it. At all.
It’s left me feeling frustrated b/c I feel pressure (complelely put upon by myself) to come up with something cute and witty or deep and thoughtful. While I can do that sometimes, it’s not really what I want to do….so why do I feel like I need to sometimes? Probably b/c I have been reading TONS of blogs that are cute and witty or deep and thoughtful and I think “now THAT was a great read!” and those always get me thinking….. and wanting to post what I’m thinking…. only I don’t want to.
Sometimes, don’t you just want your thoughts to be YOUR thoughts? To keep to yourself? It doesn’t matter that everyone out in the blogosphere knows what I’m thinking about….does it? I don’t think so. And besides, that’s what my email is for. 😉 Blogging has brought me GREAT friends that I have shared some amazing emails with and I absolutely love that. And that is where I think I will keep my deep thoughts. For now.
I’m getting back to what I intended my blog to be about. My life and my boys. I’m sure the grandparent’s will love that! 😀